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me and march 27. 2014 – LATUDA
it’s becoming obvious that i cannot fake through this as well as i used to. i try so hard – cementing a smile on my face and hiding the frowns and cries that rest on the edge of my lips. these past two...
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me and april 10. 2014
dear, ___________ i feel like i have been to this spot before where as i am asphyxiating we are clearing out the house of all these words that i cannot read and are not real. i am poking tiny holes in...
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me and april 15. 2014
i wonder if it is possible that as my nightmares get worse and more frequent, they are actually damaging my brain – poking it with little sharp sticks, or burning those horrible images and five-second...
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me and april 24. 2014
current medication list and doses: benztropine (cogentin) – 2 mg bupropion (wellbutrin) – 450 mg buspirone (buspar) – 45 mg (currently being weaned off of this medication) hydroxyzine (atarax) – 50...
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me and may 16. 2014
dark apartment and outside i can hear what is either fireworks or the night has loud belly grumbles. so, thanks to the affordable care act i now have health insurance. it kicked in on may 01, and now...
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me and june 04. 2014
i saw my psychiatrist this morning – they had an early last minute cancellation – and by the time i reached his office i was a shaky mess. i didn’t like the idea of being so far away from my apartment,...
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me and october 26. 2014 – self harm part two?
molly, underneath you are finding me when i am unstable or unable – or unreasonable – to carve up my arms. when i don’t think about or don’t care enough to carve up my legs. but i’m always going to...
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me and november 16. 2014
and maybe i am rewriting my life from before. you, reflection. you are dreadful. and just how i try to hide from your eyes and always find myself wanting to cry and being scared of being alone today....
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me and december 01. 2014 (part 3)
‘how are you feeling these last couple of weeks?” ‘up and down. more down that anything. you know me. you know my downs. you also know that my ups aren’t really ups as much as they are just ‘not quite...
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me and december 04. 2014
not enough sleep last night so i woke up on my back dehydrated confused for just a second and too far away from pen and paper to record the dream before it slipped out of my head to become just a...
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